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"The bleakness of the landscape is unimaginable. It is as friendless and alien as a Dali painting. Ordinary concerns, such as work or friends, have no place here. Futility muffles thought; time elongates cruelly. Who is to blame for this situation? Those with depression think it must be them. Pointlessness and self-loathing govern them. So the natural final step is suicide. People with depression don’t kill themselves to frighten an errant boyfriend. They kill themselves because it is the obvious and right thing to do at that point. It is the only positive step they can think of."
So you came to this page to learn about the Dark Side Of Me. What should you know about it? Most people don't know what lingers in the dark forests, on the dark side of the moon, or the dark corner underneath your bed. Why should you learn about the dark side of me?
If you wish to know, then I will tell you eventually, but to tell you now is something I simply can not do.
You can find out that I used to cut
...and sometimes still do
I used to be depressed
...and of course still am
I used to smoke
...and I still wish to
I used to want to kill people
...and trust that you're on that list
